The Beating of a Consecrated Heart

The Beating of a Consecrated Heart

Recently I find myself returning to the same question: What does it mean to have a consecrated heart? I myself am not consecrated, not yet at least. But I am in formation towards that step and already living many aspects of the life I will lead after professing my vows. And so I find myself praying:teach me to love as You love Lord. Teach my heart to beat as only a consecrated heart can. As usual, the Lord is not responding to me only through prayer or through His Word but rather through the experience of life itself. I am not sure that I can say to have ever lived a period so in tune with my heart as the one that I am living now. It’s as if I am truly aware of the presence of my heart for the first time. I can feel its warmth in my chest. I can detect the...

In the footsteps of the beloved disciple

In the footsteps of the beloved disciple

The next day John was there again with two of his disciples, and as he watched Jesus walk by, he said, “Behold, the Lamb of God.” The two disciples heard what he said and followed Jesus. Jesus turned and saw them following him and said to them, “What are you looking for?” They said to him, “Rabbi” (which translated means Teacher), “where are you staying?” He said to them, “Come, and you will see.” So they went and saw where he was staying, and they stayed with him that day. It was about four in the afternoon (Jn. 1:35-39). One thing that has always perplexed me about the Gospel of John is how he refers to himself as “the disciple whom Jesus loved” (Jn. 13:23, 19:26, 21:7, 21:20). He does this at least four times! Why insist so much? Were not the other disciples...